Is this goodbye?

We decided to just be friends
but to be honest I feel like this is the end.
I feel like we could be great,
great enough I am willing to wait.
4 years may feel like forever
But cheat on you I would never
From boot camp to war Im here to stay
It doesn’t matter what you say.
The letters you sent so full of love
Cant help but think you were sent from above
My feelings for you 100% true
But your feelings for me I wish I knew
I cant ask you to stay
If you don’t feel the same way
The tears that I cry
Are just not wanting to say “Goodbye”
But we both know what has to be done
And wait and see if our time is to come
The time spent together
has been better than ever
and just know that I love you
“even in this stormy weather”

~ Sunday 10/24/10 ~